To those of you who have been supporting me and pushing me along while I cope with this emptiness I feel as a result of losing my other half: I cannot thank you enough. To have so many people who give a shit about my well-being is more than enough to keep me alive and trudging along until I can find my energy to pick up my feet again. Everyone who has given me a hug via text, or a word or two of encouragement, I love you all. You help me get through my day every day even though I'm finding it increasingly difficult to look ahead instead of behind. I'll be back to my colourful, idiot self again, I promise.